She thinks it's important for her providers to see her identities and to listen to her about her health, but she questions if they do. "Oh, I think it's important they should see it all. But do they? I don't know. I go down the hill for my diabetes [and] they give me gabapentin. I said I can't take gabapentin. It makes me jittery.... It takes me back into... my addiction to my dark days. I don't want to go. I don't want to visit them. I don't want to take medicine that wasn't.... I told her about the Metformin and I said, it makes my stomach hurt and it gives me diarrhea and stuff. Yeah. Oh, well just, you know .... Uh, don't, don't take three pills a day, take two a day. And if that don't work, then take one a day and just, you know, take one a day, you know, stuff.
Uh, You know, I don't know. It's like a, a general, uh, thing. Once you're, once you're, uh, labeled as a diabetic and, or, or high blood pressure, you know, these things that they say that, are that, are due to our culture and our race and things and our ethnicity of us and stuff, the high, uh, the high part. Uh, of these things, then you just, you, you get category, you get in, you get channel, you know, and, and, and they don't start, they, they look at you as a, uh, facts and statistics."
Health and Well-Being:
Chronic Health Conditions and Management,
Substance Use;
Healthcare:
Effects of Medications,
Healthcare Experiences;
Personal Story and Identity:
Cultural Competence,
Racism;